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Near... and far

I had a dream that I was on a remote bluff in North Dakota.
The only sounds were pebbles popping below my feet
and the light winds, which, to me, were more my own sounds
than any effects around me.
I stood high up under a white sun and moved and heard how I sounded.
It was helpful
because I'd been in a city for nearly two years without leaving,
and this dream was how my soul told me a prophecy of myself,
a self-fulfilling prophecy that had the novelty
of still being a prophecy.
And for that sake, later, I got out of town,
rode with some friends to the north hill country,
wrote songs,
witnessed stars,
felt silence.
So this was a good part of the dream,
but it went on.
After hearing what sounded like someone nailing up a picture to my right,
I looked up from my own feet,
up from the pebbles and cowlicks of grass,
lost track of my bluff.

Some miles away, there was a long parade crossing the plain.
It was long as the horizon,
bigger than wagon trains here in a past century.
In fact, there was a wagon train out there amongst other things.
I heard the distant clinking of their metal implements.

There was a long railroad too.
The track was a straight black latitude line across the vibrating grass.

Buffalo Bill Cody was a Chippewa dressed as Buffalo Bill Cody,
lounging with his entourage at the large open window of a passenger car in the train,
his long-range rifle trained on some boatmen of the Nile.

Sumerian women threw down wheat seed.
The wheat quickly hit its height just as it went under the chugging combines.
The combines had tinted windows and looked anonymous.

A menagerie of slaves assisted in loading the grain sacks into the train,
brought tea to the carriage fleet.
Played soccer with the chimney sweeps and the taxi drivers.

A long time later, I picked out a company of horse-riding knights,
armored, wearing red crosses on white tunics.
They stabbed Aztecs through the parchment star charts in their hands,
as if the cross of the equinoxes quartering the zodiac circle was a target.
I found myself watching muppets, who scampered throughout the chaos like scavengers.

Sherman tanks were also a community of bison.
They were both the dust they created.
Rock stars shrieked through their guitars
as their limos ran red traffic lights and flattened nameless patriots,
and the traffic lights were also telegraph poles
staked to the earth back in a time when all else here turned to the sky.

I saw this parade going past.
From my high place on the bluff, I could tell which way it was moving.
I saw the tail and the head, like a caterpillar on a leaf,
and discerned its heading from my hunter gifts.

And it was west, west, toward the continental divide,
powered uphill by the whir, hiss, grunt, scream, fusion boom

of a pantheon of devised engines
and the upheaval of all the necessary traction

until a new river roaring east came over the horizon,
washed over them, and left me soggy grass.

The land was again the print of a great glacier.

I woke then from the chill in my nose.

Saturday 10.06.12
Posted by Jon Quijano
 

Poem Written On an Airline

Shit just got real for Johnny Depp
in the film where

the chateau in the forest is burning in the night
and there are villagers struggling
with water buckets of rough timber
Seen from a high angle,
their faces are blotted by shadows from the supple blaze

The fire dances a seductive imitation
of Johnny's wispy bangs
wrested from his short pony tail,
playing about his unquestionably grave face

His thin mustache juts down like a second frown

He has just jogged up into the scene
from an unknown place,
and watches the peasants clamor - his eyes glitter
within his cheekbones like a fine earthen dish holding
crisp, purple grapes

Saturday 10.06.12
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Barack Obama

John Lennon sung it right – "don't let me down."

I'm not completely consumed with reverence for Mr. Obama.

He is definitely smart and disciplined and pragmatic and cool.
But that's exactly why his failure would be scarringly perverse

as watching a grandmother in a pink leisure suit
have a seizure and start flopping all over a cafeteria floor and then dying and defecating.

It would be a spiritual violation I would get ticks reconciling into 3 dimensions.

Barack Obama seems like he can't be put at a loss for words,
and that is more valuable a talent for a leader than critics think.
For instance, no great parent can lack it.

The best part is, I think he's ready to go down in our opinions in the short run to actually give us something that benefits us in the marathon. That's the wisdom I hope is really there.
It seems like it's impossible that he'll be proven a fool.
But the potential has to be realized.

I have an encouraging theory that he only decided he would become president after his mom died in such a brutal way and he realized that he wanted to get this country nonprofit healthcare.

Some kind of epiphany hit this guy, and I don't think difficulties make too much of an impression on him. They seem to echo off his concentration.

Our history is a contested jump shot.

​
January 2009

​

Saturday 10.06.12
Posted by Jon Quijano
 

Great Forces

Down in the construction site across the street from me
there is a pile of huge rectangle cement slabs
They are stacked three layers high,
each layer cross-hatching the one below
The slabs rest on the their long, narrow sides,
and the top slabs have an inch of worn snow
on their skyward faces
These thin strips of white make the slabs
look like ice cream sandwiches
The slabs are so heavy I don't see how they can ever be moved
So buried in snow I don't see how they can ever be extracted
And so the scene across the street below me looks ruined
Two cherry pickers parked at a distant corner, frozen to death
A pile of piping that needs a miracle to become sorted
A flimsy chain-link fence around the site
like the crotchety mood of a painter
who knows the portrait you commissioned will never be delivered
I'm giving up on behalf of it - what a waste
I can't imagine the hand that will lift it
and give it a shape, though it has given me this whole city
The terrible hand that works as deliberately as God's on the canyons
Surrendering,
I will lounge on my little raft on the cutting stream,
dreaming as the walls grow up around me

Saturday 10.06.12
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John F. Kennedy fucks a blonde, and, resting,
peels a bill a cube of paper
He contemplates his veto
It is a grainy, brown-faded dark in the office
There are chips of lamplight
From the street, some weary of the anti-communist demonstrators aim
binoculars through his ruffled office blinds,
solemn, like a stranded Dickensian stagecoach crew
focusing on the nearly indiscernible vanishing point
of the dirt route in the night
Kennedy scratches his naked shoulder
Kennedy tussles his hair
John Fitzgerald swims in the Pacific, knowing
this is the water's name
The veto will issue to a chorus of loading chambers,
however, that's what he fucking promised those beauty-hungry
viewers who hired him with roses
"Veto veto veto.... Veto!
This is simple. I'm dead.
I feel like Nixon's taping me"

Saturday 10.06.12
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